嚇出一身汗 scare hell of me!

早上洗澡脫衣時 鏡子裡看身體背後 突然發現屁股靠近菊花的地方 有一塊膚色變得很蒼白 非常顯著
“這是怎麼一回事？“
我實在是有點不太能相信。再仔細看一下，心裡越來越毛，
“不會吧，不是什麼squamous cell carcinoma?"
當醫師就是這個壞處，什麼不想，有問題馬上想到最可怕的鑑別診斷

洗完澡，躺在床上，翻來翻去，就是睡不著，一直在想那裡是怎麼一回事？想到皮膚科學弟蔡宗樺，上網查一下他的門診，有耶，就是現在早上。於是電腦掛號，下床衣服穿上，就搭捷運去亞東醫院。

學弟看過後，告訴我，不是什麼squamous cell cancer 。啊 我太高興了！
之後因為太久沒有看到學弟，又跟學弟寒暄ㄧ會兒，回到家已經是下午一點多了 。

趕快回到床上 一躺就睡著了 因為晚上又要上班 ！就這樣過了一個嚇人的早上！

While I was undressing for shower, I noted a pale patch near my ass on the mirror, the lesion was so obvious. "What's going on here?"
I was hard to swallow this incidental finding, looking at the lesion, i just felt the whole thing scary and creepy.
No way... is it squamous cell carcinoma?
I guess the pitfall of being a doctor is always thinking the worse diagnosis.

After shower, lying on the bed, just couldn't help to think about this thing, a dermatologist colleague Tsai TH came to my mind. I checked his schedule on internet, and he had clinic hour this morning. I booked it right away, and jumped off the bed, got dressed and left home to hospital.

After evaluation, TH told me it was not squamous cell cancer.... I was so happy!
I chatted with TH for a while because we hadn't seen each other for a long time. When I got home, it was past one o'clock pm already.

I crushed on my bed and felt asleep right away. I had to work again tonight.
That's how I spent a terrified morning.